May 2nd, 2001

beest

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I feel it all at once... just about the whole spectrum of emotions... so I'm just gonna tuck the rest of them all back in that corner over there... and just be giddy/silly/happy for now








Except I have to sit through another damn meeting that goes nowhere... Ugh.
beest

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Budgeting continues to look good. I had under-estimated my standard paycheck by $40 and that does nothing but help the figures...

I am pretty much deciding to make the move into the new place, assuming the guy will have me for sure...
beest

I'm Getting Sucked...

...Into a vast apathy quicksand pool. I try to come out but I seem not to care sometimes. Heh, I suppose that happens with apathy.

Somebody sell me a car cheap? If I had a car, I might not care more, but at least I could get the places I need to be, so I can not care there for a while.

Grrrr.
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beest

Ohhhhhhhh........Kay...

I can't explain it very well, but dumb schmoozing with a salesman I didn't even really like that much has suddenly put a nicer spin on my day right now.

It has something to do with giving myself the imression that what I do is important...

Dunno, I still need a car soon, but at least I'm not apathetic so much anymore...
beest

Thanks JL!

I finally got thru the whole questionnaire on sparkmatch...

Now I'm in there...

Not sure if totally like being in the "FratBoy" category, but wht the hell, we'll see if anyone messages me, eh?