Ten Wildebeests in a Teacup (johnboze) wrote,
Ten Wildebeests in a Teacup
johnboze

Its going to be up and down for a while now. Right now I'm hovering around neutral. Evereything's so normal today. It's comforting and maddening all at once. Well, I suppose you all know by now that I can be a great pretender, so in the near future I may seem to be uncharacteristically flip for a guy in my situation...

But at the same time there is a lot of genuine relief about the whole thing now which is producing a few isolated pockets of true "up-ness."

The conflictedness is gone, so I suppose that is a source of some peace...
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